"You are not at all an intelligent student."
I agreed but to some extent I proved it wrong...but the tag continues.
"You are not at all a beautiful girl."
I agreed..bcoz I know im fat... Ok so i stopped eating...did alot many things..but what's my fault when it is also a god gift to me.
"Even if it's a catwalk for everyone..but definitely a mountain trek for me"
I agreed.. Bcoz it's fun...but not always and specially when you are a step away from the top and you fall.
"Your close ones will leave you"
I still agreed...prayed, cried but lost faith from life , but you have to move on.
"Then came the question about career... Took a decision...proved again ..that yes I made a right decision...but still im made to believe that I failed.
I agreed.. Bcoz till now future is not set .
When you can see that the things are slipping away. But still you are not allowed to loose hope or cry bcoz then you are cribbing.
I agreed..bcoz sometimes its just sharing but is taken as cribbing.
"You have friends all around. Always help them, but in return ...i should know how to solve MY problems alone.Bcoz everyone is busy with their own problems.
I agreed...but still consider my friends not less than a god gift.
( p.s. Don't take it personally)
Im fat, ugly I know it..and is suffering the consequences..but when I look at the ones who are somewhat exactly like me or even worse ( I don't want to hurt anyone..do not take it personally) are happy and are full of confidence...oh stop I should look at the ones who are perfect slim and beautiful. Bcoz we should always look at the one better than us..so when I look at the ones who are on the top positions in companies and sometimes even when they don't deserve..then again im stopped and is asked to look at the ones who are struggling..
Confused??
But still I agreed.
Everyone says that its just the testing period...god is there for you. Don't worry
I agreed and is waiting.
But till when I have to agree to the things everyone or the world asks me to.
I believe in god and also that one day everything will be fine, but till when...where's the fault??
If im at the fault. What should I do?
Yes miracles happens but when will I experience one?
What if I quit before?
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